Not a real post

I see by the post that ends with, “Pain is the only thing that endures,” that Michael found my other blog. That blog wasn't really meant to be found: it was/is me working through the loss of a friendship in an uncensored format. I started the blog the weekend after my friendship ended. It was the product of pain, and most of that weekend, I spent working on the blog as a way to do something to let out what I was feeling. I know I could have used NIMM to post my broken musings, but it didn't seem appropriate. I wrote those posts knowing that what I was writing wasn't a complete picture, and was not completely true – that it didn't reflect what is true of our friendship. 

Also, I've drafted most of a real post, so look for it within the next week.